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[17 Feb 2007|05:16pm] |
Please don't listen
to what I'm gonna tell you
Look in my eyes and know
I simply had to give up
But I didn't let go without struggle
you know, I still love you
It's just, just one of those things
I know I made it seem
Like all was written down
And I hid all my pain
And now I bring it out
And you'll be scared at first
cuz it's such an ugly blow
I don't know which is worse
to learn or not to know
Please don't listen
to what I'm gonna tell you
Look in my eyes and know
I simply had to give up
But I didn't let go without struggle
you know, I still love you
It's just, just one of those things
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[24 Jan 2007|01:19am] |
She's just like him
Spoiled rotten
Confused by the lies she's been fed
And she's searching for no one..
But herself
Her eyes turn to green and she seems to be happy
That she is her
And this time I think you'll know...
You're not alone
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[12 Jan 2007|08:22pm] |
its funny cause u never realize how much u actually missed someone until they come back into your life.
for the first time in a while im actually happy with everything.
if u cant see what you are losing then whatever.
believe it or not.... thats just fine with me
< 3 3
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[10 Jan 2007|08:33pm] |
I close my eyes
And dream of you and I
And then I realize
There's more to love than only bitterness and lies
I close my eyes
I'd give away my soul
To hold you once again
And never let those moments end
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[03 Jan 2007|05:04pm] |
do people have off switches?
im so done with caring.
whats the point when no one cares about u
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[25 Dec 2006|01:34pm] |
someone build me a time machine for christmas.
thats all i want =[
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[28 Sep 2006|09:21pm] |
whenever im with you nothing else in the world matters.
i love u.
i really really do
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[25 Sep 2006|05:54pm] |
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i think my life would make a pretty good tv show.
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[18 Sep 2006|11:17pm] |
i wish that i didnt feel like crying everytime that i see your picture.
=[
why does it have to hurt so much to miss you?
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Take a look at your LJ friends list, then list up to 20 things you want to say to 20 different LJ friends.
DO NOT state who these people are.
DO NOT confirm nor deny any "comment speculation".
2. to tell you the truth. im glad that things turned out the way they did. have fun with the skank. =]
3. if someone would have told me in 9th grade that we would be best friends now then i would have been like "who the heck is ____? o we have a class together?" lol. but im so glad that we are =]]] mm i hope that we end up going to the same college!! we would be awesome roomies < 3
4. boy can u be annoying. haha ur so stubburn sometimes !!!! but thats part of your charm. i love being friends with you and i hope that you get a 1600 next time you take the SATs so that everywhere u apply to will offer u a free ride =]
5. girrrrll u so smartttttttt and ambitious =]. i know that we dont talk very much anymore. but regardless i still love you to death. ur going to be a great engineer!!
6. who would have thought i would meet the most important person in my life on myspace? hah not me. everything happens for a reason though < 3. i know that i can be a bratt sometimes. but then again so can you. heh. it takes a special person to be able to put up with all my b.s. i love you so much and i know that we are going to be just fine. no scratch that... better than fine. perfect
7. one word. louve. < 3
8. i really think that you are the most kind-hearted boy i have ever met. and to top it off. ur a siq rapper and a fantabulous actor. ** O SNAP**
9. i dont know what you want from me anymore.
10. im still convinced that you swing both ways.
11. i know that we dont talk. but it amazes me that someone could be as smart as you are. whatever you end up doing with your life im sure that one day i will hear about you winning the nobel prize or something like that =]]
12. i heard about your accident. =[[ im so sorry. i hope that you get better soon. why wernt you wearing your seatbelt silly girl?
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[07 Sep 2006|06:34pm] |
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[06 Sep 2006|09:58am] |
things need to work themselves out.
right now
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[24 Aug 2006|08:12pm] |
i dont think i have ever been more miserable, and not one person understands. who stays up everynight crying only to wake up and want to cry even more? this cant be healthy. seriously im a wreck and absolutly nothing makes me feel better. people tell me to go out and hang out with my friends, but that only makes me more unhappy. "writing helps me", yeah but no matter how many poems i write or how many times i write fuck acrossed a piece of paper its not going to make u here with me. =[
im glad that u are doing alright.
i just wish i could say the same thing
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[20 Aug 2006|05:46pm] |
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sigh, what to do. =[
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[13 Aug 2006|10:03am] |
so. i basically had the most amazing birthday ever on friday. =]
i love petie so much. eeep.
in the morning/ afternoon he took me jet skiing and boating with his family. =] which was TONS of fun until petie tried to wakeboard and hurt his back getting up. EEP. we had to take him to some emergency clinic because he couldnt really move. turns out he had a muscle spazm? and wouldnt be able to do much of anything for a while. so i was pretty bummed. =[ and ended up going home to take a shower while he got pain killers and shidunk.
well. later that night he ended up calling me asking if i wanted to go over there and watch a movie so i did. and bam he had a surprise party =X
mmm.
hes wonderful.
thank you everyone that went <3 u guys are beyond wonderful too.
ill post pictures latterrr
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[28 Jul 2006|07:14am] |
ugh i never update this thing anymore.
lol. thats how boring my life is.
=P.
hmm.. ive been watching the food network a lot latley and its inspired me to be a pastry chef =]. baha im sucha fatass. but w.e.
petie came down yesterday and we are supposed to go see john tucker must die today.. either that or lady in the water. =]. oo im so excited. i love him =]]] i may go back up to orlando with him when he leaves on sunday and come back down with him again on thursday when hes DONE WITH SUMMER TERM!! ahhh
yayayayaay
so excited.
school starts again soon, and that means my birthday is soon.
ooo. im excited.
shopping && diet here i come.
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[09 Jul 2006|06:25pm] |
i come home tomooooorrroowww
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[09 Jul 2006|11:27am] |
pirates of the carribean= awesome
=]
no disappointments
im officially in love with johnny depp
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[07 Jul 2006|02:17pm] |
i saw donny darko for the first time last night.
and.
im confused lol
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